1. I am a... Cynical pessimist with absolutely no life
2. My ex-boyfriend was... a hypocrite
3. I'm just a... lazy-arse procrastinating spaztastic hypo-obsessive freak
4. Maybe I should... color this picture
5. I love... lots of things. The Lord of the Rings, JTHM, Harry Potter, CSI:NY, Carmine Giovinazzo, etc.
6. Elijah Wood is... One of the greatest men to ever waltz upon our planet. Though, he's got that damned smoking habit!! *shakes fist*
7. Looking for... love in all the wrong places
8. I don't understand... why guys lead us on the way they do.
9. I lost my... Sin City comics :(
10. My boyfriend is a... non-existant sort of guy
11. In darkness, I... fall asleep. Or kill things. Pick one.
12. Why do I... give in despite my instincts?
13. Is there such a thing as... the perfect guy?
14. Does the... moon -really- see me?
15. People say I'm... cute when I'm angry. Which is probably good for them. :3
16. Love is... a stupid term.
17. You make me wanna... dance around in hyper circles with Soppy!
18. Somewhere, someone is... thinking of me. Like that song. *sings* Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight, someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight.
19. Is it true that... they found evidence of water on Mars?
20. I will always... try my best and give up only when I feel the need! *thumbs up*
21. Forever is... a term only for mortals. *evil grin*
Gah. Watch me be frustrated. Not really for any reason in particular, but just because of things that have piled up. I'm exceedingly depressed regarding this whole "teen romance" thing. And I've come to realize some very important things as I denounce everything that guys represent.
A.) All great, sweet, and wonderfully humorous guys are gay or taken.
B.) All asshole, jerk, no good guys are very pretty to look at.
C.) Guys you make an instant mind-connection with do nothing for physical attraction.
D.) Physical attraction really is much more important than I had fathomed.
E.) Any attraction without an instant personality mesh isn't worth it.
F.) It's stupid to angst about this anyway since my life has hardly begun.
G.) The only reason we look for romance is to feel wanted.
H.) And some of us, no matter how wanted we are, will never feel that way.
Thusly, I'm done. I mean, I've said I'm done with guys on several ocassions, but I'm just done. I'm tired of being confused, I'm tired of being pissed off all the time, and I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself when things don't go my way. Friends are good enough for me. And if I ever happen to meet a guy that really feels the need to win my heart, he can do so by himself. I hate showing interest only to have it all shot down.
ANYWHO. Like I said, this whole rant and rave is not just for one reason in particular. It's like, my life in an angry nutshell of doom. I just turn all random-depressed-like when the last straw falls and breaks me in two. xD Yep. So, other than that... LOVES! LOVES TO MY FRIENDS!!
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